one thing that i'm afraid to admit is, i'm addicted to my job. not in a good way, in an annoying tiresome way.

i want to quit but i don't know how. i know asking for help here doesn't actually help but i needed to vent. and this is the only place i know my friends from work don't go to.

i love animation. i love animating but lately i felt pressured, burdened, like i dread ever day i'm going to work.

i used to feel proud whenever my niece and nephews watch my works on TV but now i feel pressured. really pressured.

i wish i can get away.

i really hope there's something out there for me to do, to earn money, and i love doing it.

it's not too late to dream right? now that i'm 32?

haih.